Look. I know you wanted to take Guitar Hero with you and play it on your DS. I get that. But surely, you of all people, understand the pain and suffering this gives you. Why do you want to inflict this on yourself again? Are you alright? You don't need to hurt yourself anymore. You're free. Just, put it down. Never look at it again. Time will heal you. Bury it later. Sacrifice it to a demon, because this is the kind of torture device that a demon would love to have. Get a deal out of them. Start a new life. This is your chance to turn things around and never fall this low again.